isn't he so super cool?

wahahha.. my heart itches everytime i look at bikes and i really cant wait to get one.. i dont have my licence yet and it sucks! furthermore, as i'm under my bond, i cant ride.. duh!

hmm.. felt kinda down yesterday but everything is fine again! =D thanks to hwc la.. hahaha

anyway just something to think about.. isn't it strange that it is so easy to lose urself in something, be it just a few days..

the good thing is that the signs have been recognised, and i'm back on track! old cliche saying: DONT WORRY, BE HAPPY.. maybe i should change it to DONT WORRY, BE LIKE ME! hahahaah! =X

one fact i cant change in years is that i fall asleep whenever i start to study! bah..

if u really cant get ur dream, isn't the problem solved by changing a dream?

herald shared with us stuffs about ocs, and the motto of "to lead, to excel, to overcome" applies even when doing pull ups.. most of us cant do 20 at a go, i personally can do 11 at most.. after that dismount the bar, let another guy do, go back and do again.. probably pull another 3-4 at most that's when really chui already.. so i "excelled" at the first 15 or so, and i have to "overcome" the next 5.. feeling the aches at the sides and the back of the shoulders.. chui ah..

hardly studied today, just didn't have the mood to i guess? it's talking cock, talking cock, and more talking cock.. we practically joked about everything, "check 6" lol..

it's quite stressing to see pple ahead of u by about 4 chapters, with highlight marks all over their notes, and my notes are still quite blank except for a few scribblings.. but it's ok, we got to take pride in our own methods of studying.. though i seriously believe must read once to get the picture, and write ur own notes so u can better understand.. it's just that i'm still trying to find the "student" part in me, having lost in towards the end of my poly life..

come on, i can do this.

today was a better day, we were more occupied.. spent the morning having canteen break, studying notes and avoiding captain desmond! man, when u see him, high chance of getting push ups.. so it's better to siam.. today he do stunt, ask those brawny guys to write essay on saf core values lol..

tomorrow is a better day to look forward to because my course i/c who is a 2LT by the way, will be taking us for 5bx with 5km run in camp! haha.. shiok! lalalala we get to exercise!

sigh, i'm starting to have doubts on whether i'll make the grade, cuz it's seriously difficult.. all the radio telephony commands, pre flight checks, controls, parts, equipment, and i'm only at chapter 5 out of 15.. =.=

i really thank god for the people around me, i think i have been one lucky chap..

if god didn't send angels guiding me, i probably would have failed a couple of sems..
if god haven't sent angels around me, i wouldn't come so far in life..
and once again, god sent an angel as a coursemate, guiding the rest of us who have absolutely no knowledge about flying a plane..

i really want to stay in the course! even though it is a "either u have it, or u don't" situation, i will still work hard, at least be able to remember the whole bloody list of commands....

for now, it's time to play FM! =D

yesterday was a really bad day.. was down with food poisoning.. shan't go into details but in short, i never felt worse before..

today was a better day, just felt a little groggy after the 14 hours of slp i had.. still, it felt good to be wearing the number 4 uniform again!

reported to camp and practically did nothing, awfully boring.. starting to worry about losing the nice tan i've acquired during bmt, losing my physical fitness, starting to miss my bunkmates! called up ah bui and smsed the rest, they say they miss bmt mates too.. why must they break us up after 2 months? =(

just got home from the outing with arens, gerald, weihao, waylon, wam and ming hee.. had fun but i am having a bad headache now.. i suppose my ability to drink has dropped! haha chui lah!

drink drink drink, eat eat eat, going to be FAT FAT FAT.. 2 days of unhealthy diet.. they're all going to exercise from monday onwards, and what will i be doing? slacking in air con room doing nothing for 2 weeks.. it's gonna take a lot of discipline to keep myself fit..

walked to thomson prata house after that at around 3am, had prata and cabbed home.. haha, my slippers must have been cursed today! first of all, wam spilt the drink and i kenna a bit, den it was waylon disturbing gerald when he was peeing and guess wad? HE TURNED AND PEED AT WAYLON, and suay suay i also kenna his urine.. sian.. then when we were about to leave after our prata, WAM SPILT HIS TEH CHINO AGAIN. GOD DAMMIT! lol

tmr, i'll be waking around this time.. shouldn't i be "tuning" my body clock today?

lol.. most gay conversation of recent times:


yw says:
walao damn long nv see u liao leh

yw says:
about 10 days liao

yw says:
hahahahah

life is full of regrets, realise it or else u will be living with regrets forever says:
ya lorx

life is full of regrets, realise it or else u will be living with regrets forever says:
miss me ah?

life is full of regrets, realise it or else u will be living with regrets forever says:
knn

yw says:
ya lor

yw says:
nv see u cannot slp leh

yw says:
ahahah!

life is full of regrets, realise it or else u will be living with regrets forever says:
me too

life is full of regrets, realise it or else u will be living with regrets forever says:
knn

life is full of regrets, realise it or else u will be living with regrets forever says:
super gay

life is full of regrets, realise it or else u will be living with regrets forever says:
when u gg australia?

yw says:
19th oct

yw says:
lol

life is full of regrets, realise it or else u will be living with regrets forever says:
oic

life is full of regrets, realise it or else u will be living with regrets forever says:
meet u after my confinement week

life is full of regrets, realise it or else u will be living with regrets forever says:
this weekend vv ps

life is full of regrets, realise it or else u will be living with regrets forever says:
cant make it

yw says:
lol ok man

anyway here's my posting:


Comd SAF BMTC wishes you all the best in your future posting.



Your Posting Order is listed below:



1.You are posted to AFS.
2.Your vocation is PILOT.
3.You are to report to: Air Force School, Multi-Purpose Hall.

Reporting Date/Time:
22/09/2008 at 0745 hrs.

You are required to report in smart no.4 uniform (PES E recruits to be in No 3 uniform), except for those assigned to Police Force.

4.Special Instruction:
No Camera Handphone is allowed. Please bring along 4 passport size color photos, a set of PT Kit, photocopies of highest educational certificate, result transcript and own writing materials ONLY on the first day of reporting. FBO is NOT required.


quite confused actually.. the lady asked me to report to cmpb and the posting asks me to report to AFS, smsed the lady to confirm and she cooly replied "no, still come cmpb."

den i also paiseh to ask whether need to bring field pack? cuz only bringing transcripts and passport.. tsktsk.. but dont care lah just dont bring! =X

i am seriously not feeling well.. perhaps today just reminded me that i ain't no super-human..

2-3 hours of slp, collect passport at lavender, rush back to take barang-barang, chiong for soccer.. over 3 hours in the bright noon sun! the irritating part is that i'm having a little runny nose.. grr..

another stubbed toe.. and because i wasnt bothered bout it and continued playing, i ended up with a strain on my ankle.. sucks.. now i can't run for the next few days i suppose..

hahaha, steamboat with bunkmates tmr night! woohoo! cant wait to see ah bui and zha bor kia! hahaha!!

haha i spent 2 hours of last night to pack my cupboard.. damn, i swear i will not buy anymore t-shirts! threw away 3 bags of unwanted clothes.. actually when i was packing i felt a little bit of heartache.. the levis long sleeved tee which i bought for like 79 dollars and worn for only 3-4 times is damn chui already... there are a bit of holes and the white become a bit yellowish.. damn sad lah.. dunno if can wash off anot.. if not.. really chui..

anyway this morning is a little disappointing cuz i was planning to go for a swim, enjoy the tan.. wake up and look outside the window, only to be greeted by a very well spread patch of grey in the sky.. damn.. now i got to think of wad to do for today again..

woke up bright and early today cuz i had to extend my passport.. daddy gave me a lift to ICA building cuz i dont have a recent photograph of myself.. i must say i'm impressed with the system of applying passport.. now we can just fill up a form, drop it in and collect it a few days later.. haha the whole process takes only less than 10 mins..

came back and got changed, went to the stadium to run.. isn't it awfully boring to be running alone? i miss those AGRs and 30:60/60:120 done with group A2! lol my aim is to get IPPT GOLD!

tsk.. why do i feel so bored? bored and lazy! my room looks as though it was raided.. havent packed the items from the last book out and some of them are on the table, some are still in the duffel bag, while the rest are on the floor.. rest assured the dirty clothes have already been washed =).. then, there's my shoe rack area + 1 small corner in the living room, where i chucked my field pack on the day i POP.. haha all i can say is..... i'm really a lazy pig.. =S

hahaha, september 11th, a day to remember..

it's the day where my NSF status was coverted to NSmen instead..

i'm officially an officer cadet trainee, and the important dates to look out for are as follows:

22/09/08- report to cmpb
06/10/08- report to air force school
19/10/08- fly to australia
20/10/08- arrive in tamworth

really looking forward to it man.. it's like a dream come true! even though it means parting from all my close ones for a period of time, i really want to go and pursue my dreams. as it goes, "it's not what you'll leave behind, it's what you'll gain in the days ahead!" =D

woohoo! POP LOH!

POPOPOP POPOPOPOP

ahhahhahaha.. first things first, I DON'T HAVE TO DO GUARD DUTY! =D
PS lied again lah..

rifle got stunned by PS when i was eating lunch.. thank god my PC is nice and he said my punishment is to make sure my platoon doesn't have any pple falling out for the graduation parade.. and i'm happy cuz though everybody were tired, we still pulled through together and.. POP LOH! hahahahahaha

what a beautiful day it is today, with the fantastic weather, and not forgetting that we threw all our commanders up in the air 3 times before we all tau pok them! hahaha.. even our CSM, 2nd I/C, and OC were not spared.. imagine, recruits tau pok-ing master sergeant, 2nd lieutenant and a captain.. hahahha hopefully none of them are posted back to tekong =S

really tired from the day's activities, and i decided to procrastinate all my unpacking and washing to tomorrow.. hopefully.. =X

lalalallalalala POP LOH!

after a wild time last night, i'm beginning to wonder if the spitting incident was all made up? confinement didn't turn out to be as bad as i thought.. it's just like cannot book out but with hell loads of fun..

i am still disappointed with my platoon-mate who took my roll of toilet paper and didnt own up..

tsktsk, 3 more days to POP, and i packed everything nicely, suddenly they say i'll be the platoon I/C for the remaining days.. damn, seriously hope the PS doesnt make things difficult for me..

after a long wait of 56 days, air force finally confirmed that i'm eligible to sign on! woohoo i just cant wait..

hope my section-mates will keep in touch, pple like mat, fatty lee, cy hoo, orgas, melvin, csm are my closer buddies.. i think it would be tough, but it would be a waste if it were to just end.

hahahahahaha.. damn, PS announced the next 2 guard duty personnels have to book in next weekend to do guard duty.. both have surname "yap" and there are only 3 "yap" in my platoon.. i have a strong gut feeling it would be me but i dont mind cuz it'll be quite an experience. =)